Starting Anew--- Finally.

Hello, everyone. I'm back again for the 4958690402658679 time. HAHA!

But seriously, I'm in desperate need of a blog. I'm currently experiencing a great deal of sadness these days. Sadly, most of them are personal problems and I can't share it here. Sigh. It was my 16th birthday last June 4 and it was the worst. Thankfully I've put aside my oh-most-dramatic thinking that time and reflected on the incident for 3 days. I really think I deserve to be miserable, though. :/

So anyhow, school's near and I'm still incomplete with my supplies. Ugh. I still need name labels, new rubber shoes (well, not so sure about that) and specs. Geez. Also, I'm so preoccupied with my college admissions! I read testing tips the other night and checked different university sites for their undergraduate programs to look for my desired course, but it didn't help me calm down. ARGH! I want to pass Ateneo but it seems impossible. I wasn't able to take review classes last summer so I'm totally not prepared for it. T__T Hopefully, my aunt will allow to me to enroll in a tutorial center before the test comes. A friend told me it's easier that way since the lessons will still be fresh in your mind so you won't have that much problems during the testing day. Hope that works! :S

About my title, I thought of starting anew this year because I think it's time to get down to serious business since it's only a few months before our college entrance tests. Yay. Good luck to me. :|

What I'm excited for this month is our photoshoot :) I've scheduled a photoshoot this Saturday (June 20th) and asked 4 of my friends to model a specific theme for me. Hee. I can't wait! Speaking of photoshoots, I checked for new lenses and tripod at the Canon store yesterday. As usual, I can't afford the lenses. But I think I should buy the 50mm f/1.8 II and the 430EX Speedlite first. I asked my maid if she can go to Hidalgo, Quiapo to check for cheaper lens there as well. Hope they can sell the 10-22mm 20% (or more) off the price! :P

Sigh. Hopefully I can go back to my optimistic self right before classes starts.